Thursday, October 28, 2010

Dear Twins

Dear baby(s):

I believe you are in there growing things.  I know the tests said no, but I don’t believe it.  I know you both are there producing toenails maybe.  You are smaller than rice at this point I think.  I know you guys managed to bury into my lining.  I know you have.  I have to believe it.

I had a manic insane day and I just know you are there.  I know you are waiting for the right time for me to find out about you.  Darling twins please be alive.  Please be healthy.  My beautiful boys I love you.  Please pull through for mama.

The decades have not brought me here.
The way was unmarked. No amount of signs
would guide me to this place — well, why not just say it
— to you. I am all in. You are what I’ve come for.  Suzanne Finnamore



Update-Airplane was born on June 9 2011 at 4:03 PM Pacific Time he managed to make it.  His twin did not implant. 

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