Some random thoughts

OK...so...I have this friend and she I were talking a few weeks ago. She mentioned to me, "If you and your husband have all this time to go back to school then maybe you should think of having children." As you know, gentle reader, I have been on the fence about this baby idea.

I woke up 2 days ago with the urge. I want to have Bey's baby. I am not longer divided. I am no longer not sure one way or the other. I am with out a doubt on board. The baby train is pulling out of the station, and this time...I got on.

I just realized that if anything ever happens to Bey I want something from him that I will always have. I also want to make him happy. I can't believe it. I am actually excited.